Bro, you don't understand, okay? Like, I literally just dreamed about Hwang, okay? So, basically, the dream was so long, okay? I was on a school trip, and we were staying- our school- or, like, I was on a school trip with some 10th graders and 9th graders, so I'm a 9th grader, and we were staying at a hotel, and then I was sharing a room with some of my friends, of course, and then we were, like, divided into three groups, like, boys and girls, together, and I was in the group with a lot of boys, and one girl that I know- not Aftab, but, like, another girl at school who goes to the same club as me, and there was Hwang in my group, okay? Even though he was not even from- even though he was actually not from my school, I don't know, I just dream about that, he's- I just dream about it, so, I don't know, dream makes no sense, but anyways, bear with me. So, yeah, and we were, um, out of the- our group, our whole group, and we're out, go eat at an Asian restaurant or something. It was, like, a stand, so it's outside, and it's pretty, like, shitty, like, the chairs and stuff, they were, like, not so modern, the table was also, like, kind of small, anyways. So, there was this restaurant owner, he gave us some, like, sausages or something, sausages with curry, tasted good, okay? Then this one guy from my group asked him, like, yeah, what's this soup called, and what's your name? And then, like, the owner responded, like, super- I forgot what he said, but then he said his name was Hwang, too, like, Hwang. I was like, oh, okay, but, like, then the other guy started laughing because his name is the exact same as the original Hwang, but actually, Hwang didn't hear the conversation because he was sitting far away from us, I don't know where, but, like, I didn't see him, it was- he was out of my sight, okay? Then afterwards, it was really dead dark, like, suddenly it was all dark, really late at night. It was really late at night, and me and my friend, the female friend, were walking back while the other male guys, who were also in a group, were, like, walking forward back to the hotel. We couldn't even see them, we were, like, walking both duo, and also Hwang was behind us, but we couldn't see him either because he was really, like, behind, and yeah. So then we arrived back, and then I saw my friends look outside, my closer friends, outside the hotel, like, talking and yapping, so I let the other female friend go because she wanted to go inside, but I couldn't because I wanted to talk to my other friends, too, so I stood with them, then I thought, like, yeah, I actually want to see Hwang, like, and wait for him, too, but, like, bro, a lot of students passed, but he didn't come, like, to be honest, like, it should be obvious, right? Because in my dream, he was wearing pink, bright pink shorts and a black shirt, like, it could be obvious because of his pink pants, okay? But, like, then, the corner, he turned the corner, and we saw okay, I don't know why, but I took my fucking phone, I couldn't control my emotions, okay? I took my fucking phone, I zoomed in his face, and I fucking filmed him, and the other girls, other friends of mine, did the same thing, bro, then Hwang, bro, he, I don't know, bro, he teleported suddenly and into a fucking other apartment, an apartment window, which is far away from us, but we could still see him in my phone, on my phone, because I zoomed in so much, and the other phones, it could, my other friend's phone, it could have been seen as well, so, like, we looked, then bro was, like, making weird expressions, I don't know, it was kind of weird, then, like, he was not yelling, he was not shouting or anything, but, like, he was loud, okay? He was, like, saying, like, yeah, you think I don't see you? I can see you filming. Damn. And, yeah, bro, that was so, like, it was a scary dream. Thank goodness I woke up from it, bro. Like, leaving another bad impression on him is the least, the last thing I can do, I want, I want to do.
Your dream is rich with symbolism and reflects various aspects of your life, emotions, and relationships. Let's break it down into key elements to understand its meaning.
Setting: You found yourself on a school trip, which signifies a period of learning and exploration. Being with both 9th and 10th graders suggests a blend of comfort (being with peers) and challenge (interacting with older students). This could represent your feelings about entering a new stage of adolescence, where you're navigating friendships and social dynamics.
The Groups: Being divided into boys and girls with a mix of friends indicates your awareness of gender dynamics in your social life. Your feeling of being part of a male group (with just one girl) might suggest a desire for camaraderie while also hinting at a possible struggle regarding identity or acceptance within your social circle.
Hwang: Hwang, a notable figure in your dream, represents someone who might hold significance for you. His presence, despite not belonging to your school, indicates admiration or intrigue. The dream context—being on a trip together—can symbolize a desire for connection or recognition from peers and perhaps some nervousness about interactions.
The Restaurant: Eating at an Asian restaurant signifies nourishment, both physically and metaphorically. Food in dreams often relates to comfort, culture, or familial ties. The setting—shabby chairs and a small table—might reflect feelings of inadequacy or discomfort in social situations. The sausages with curry could embody a mix of cultures or experiences in your life.
The Dark Walk: The shift to darkness represents uncertainty or fear. The night symbolizes the unknown aspects of your life, particularly in your friendships and feelings toward Hwang. Walking with your female friend signifies a supportive bond but also hints at your own feelings of vulnerability when it comes to approaching or waiting for someone like Hwang.
Waiting for Hwang: Your decision to wait for Hwang while your friend leaves suggests a desire to seek personal validation or some form of acknowledgment from him. The fact that you felt separated from him and couldn't see him may indicate feelings of anxiety about how he perceives you.
Filming Hwang: This part of the dream is quite expressive of your emotions. Filming him can represent both admiration and a feeling of wanting to capture a moment or memory. However, the element of him expressing awareness of being filmed suggests an underlying fear of judgment; it might reflect your anxiety about how your feelings are perceived by others.
Conclusion: The dream encapsulates your journey through adolescence, highlighting the blend of excitement, uncertainty, and the quest for connection. It reveals your concerns about fitting in, your feelings towards Hwang, and the complexity of navigating friendships. Waking up from a "scary" situation in your dream may signify your desire to escape from fear of rejection or misunderstanding.
In summary, this dream invites you to explore your emotions regarding friendship, admiration, and self-perception. Reflect on these feelings in your waking life—consider what aspects of your interactions with peers and Hwang you might want to address or understand better.